okay i have loved this guy for a year or longer and lets just say we have had r ups and downs lol but i still look at him the same way still feel the same way yet in this werid way i dont i want to be with him i want to love him but its werid cuz i dont know if he wants it as much as i do? he tells me he still has feelings for his ex bad i know but they r done w/eachother at least i believe they r....i want to trust him i want to know he wants me for every thing but y do i get this feeling that im just in the way of him and her? should i let go? should i just wait and see what happens?i lost him more then once and lets just say i wasnt in the best state when he left me.....i love him enough to let him go but the thing is should i? i have him now in a way but y does it feel like he doesnt look at me the same way?maybe im just going crazy but i cant get rid of this feeling i want him happy!!!!!!!!but is it me thats making him happy? or am i keeping him from his true happiness?what will i do without him he has pulled me up from the dark he has made me truely happy but am i doing the same for him? i dont no i cant lose him again he means too much to me!!!!what is it that im doing? i just want to yell at him to tell me if he loves or not!!!!!!!!!!!u know who u r and if u have a reply call me!!!!